i wonder if i keep drinking like this... would i eventually end up as an alcoholic? but then again, i enjoy drinking. everytime im alone in the hotel room, no matter where and which city im at, my best friend tends to be a bottle of red. i think im starting to feel the lonliness creeping in on me! being on the road all the time really takes alot out of me. my mind says i can do it, but my body and voice says....slow down man! i need to remind myself constantly .....slow down mean! when will my time be up? hahah i guess its just one of my mood swing day today. i do feel alittle depressed and sad. seems like the weather has an effect on my mood, and i always thought i was a strong person. i have to be weak in order to become stronger..... i will be stronger tomorrow, but for today, just let me be a human being, complain complain and more complaints... wanting more and more and more, what do i want? i have everything. i have everything.

我想知道如果一直像这样喝...我是不是最后到死都是个酒鬼?但是,喝酒又一次让我很享受.每次当我一个人在宾馆房间里,无论我在哪儿,在哪个城市,我最好的朋友都会是一瓶红酒.我开始觉得孤独正像我袭来!总是在路上奔走,带走了属于我的很多东西.我的头脑说,我做不了这个了,但是我的身体和声音说...慢一点,伙计!我需要一直提醒我自己...慢一点!什么时候我才能快一点?哈哈,我想今天又是我思绪漫游的一天.我感觉道一点点的失落和感伤.好像天气影响到了我的情绪,而且我总是以为自己是个坚强的人.为了更坚强,我不得不软弱...明天我会变得更强,但是今天,就让我做回一个人吧,抱怨,抱怨,更多的抱怨...一直想要更多,更多,更多,我到底想要什么?我拥有一切,我拥有一切啊~

即使没有红酒,你也不会孤单,
你不只拥有一切,更拥有我们!

曹先生又开始胡思乱想了..........

今天的天气很适合睡觉。。。刮风下雨。。呃。。。

开心起来~我的宗旨,Happy Forever......
曹先生要开心起来!
不开心的通通忘掉~

啊我今天就睡了一天.....

还有..我想说..南爷爷翻译的真好..哈哈哈哈....

大家抢位子好快...

最起码小宝不会失去我们哒~
对嘛,
为什么不想下我们呢?

做人还是要尽量望自己过的开心.

曹先生,喝酒其实也不是件坏事啊,只要不要喝太多就行了,因为对身体不好.
喝一点点的红酒对身体是有好处的哦.
就算当你一个人的时候,你也要记得在你的身边还有我们这些爱你的人哦!!